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♥ Wednesday, May 24, 2006
4:51 PM

Micro Test II


I don't know what to say or write actually. Am I feeling upset that it was a horrible paper again or that I'm so happy because I conquered the paper?

It's the former. The part that it was a horrible paper. I should be feeling upset after spending the weekends and last night studying so hard for it and for understanding every single theory. Couldn't do the paper because I couldn't compute market price, output and K-bar. I committed #1 rule of exams. Never leave your paper blank. Just write anything so that the marker can give some sympathy marks. But I left it blank because I couldn't calculate anything out!

Am I upset? I guess so to a certain extent, if not I won't be blogging this down. What really scares me is that I've failed so many times that I felt nothing. I felt like laughing because I'm relieved that it's over and I don't have to study for it, at least for the next few days. The other reason is that, 'Hey. Another failure. What can I do?'

Mind is really confused and tired now. I'm tired of trying so hard. The results always go against me. Maybe I'm just exhausted from the studying. Maybe I'm feeling a little sick after being caught in the rain yesterday. Maybe I'm just not up to it. Maybe I'll be back for the entire next year. Maybe...
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