Haven't been updating because Nov is a crazy month for me. Work at an all time high, a race against time. Feeling tired and sick most of the time. Now I am totally exhausted. I guess that's how my body commmunicates to me when it can't take it. Ha ha... Anyway here's a glimpse of my crazy Nov:
CBTL Loads of rehearsals for CBTL.
To make things more exciting, there were lots of changes in songs and of course familiarizing with the notes, chords and sequence... lousy playing for me and I'm almost out of breath. To top it off the sound systems had to be at its loudest... I'm declared deaf! Ha!
A week before the actual day a blister has to develop on my lips. On my lips!!! How to play for CBTL?! HELP! God, please heal my lips, it's getting swollen and painful!
On the actual day, it was equally disastrous for me. Stress level at an all time high. I had pimples on my face, untamable hair, no suitable attire, lousy playing for my parts. My mind just went blank once I stood on the platform. Gosh... I wonder what will happen during the actual event.
But God took control. 2 sweet angels, Jessica and Florence prayed for me too! God was at work and everything went on fine. I was feeling most relief!
My Future My bosses know about my plans . Basically they hope that I will stay.
Ok, that's a big hint! Good and bad news. Well, at least someone is trying to keep you when you are leaving. Pretty sad isn't it if no one tries to do that and can't wait for you to go! The bad news is that they will try means and ways to stop you from leaving, holding on to you tightly. I choose to read it positively but hey! I can't stay here forever right? I've got to move on.
As the story goes, I was short-listed for an interview. Of course I was happy that I'm short-listed and not booted out at an early stage. But as I thought harder, I might not want to take it up. Serving the bond is a long time and somehow I felt that I might not be able to do what I have in my mind. Well, went for it anyway to find out more. It didn't turn out as well as I would like to. There was no mutual interest in each other and it seems that neither party will benefit. Guess, this is the answer. Ha! Finally, no more worries, just go ahead and do the necessary.
Hopefully, I can have good night sleep from now on... provided the birds near my home stop crying out at unearthly hours! I'm living in urban Spore and not Pulau Ubin!!!
PROFILE ♥
Cynthia
Life is beautiful,
Dance like no one is watching,
Love like you will never get hurt,
Love like you will never get hurt,
Sing like no one is listening,
Live like it is heaven on earth,
Enjoy this day.
♥
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
3:55 PM
Nov In a Flash
Haven't been updating because Nov is a crazy month for me. Work at an all time high, a race against time. Feeling tired and sick most of the time. Now I am totally exhausted. I guess that's how my body commmunicates to me when it can't take it. Ha ha... Anyway here's a glimpse of my crazy Nov:
CBTL Loads of rehearsals for CBTL.
To make things more exciting, there were lots of changes in songs and of course familiarizing with the notes, chords and sequence... lousy playing for me and I'm almost out of breath. To top it off the sound systems had to be at its loudest... I'm declared deaf! Ha!
A week before the actual day a blister has to develop on my lips. On my lips!!! How to play for CBTL?! HELP! God, please heal my lips, it's getting swollen and painful!
On the actual day, it was equally disastrous for me. Stress level at an all time high. I had pimples on my face, untamable hair, no suitable attire, lousy playing for my parts. My mind just went blank once I stood on the platform. Gosh... I wonder what will happen during the actual event.
But God took control. 2 sweet angels, Jessica and Florence prayed for me too! God was at work and everything went on fine. I was feeling most relief!
My Future My bosses know about my plans . Basically they hope that I will stay.
Ok, that's a big hint! Good and bad news. Well, at least someone is trying to keep you when you are leaving. Pretty sad isn't it if no one tries to do that and can't wait for you to go! The bad news is that they will try means and ways to stop you from leaving, holding on to you tightly. I choose to read it positively but hey! I can't stay here forever right? I've got to move on.
As the story goes, I was short-listed for an interview. Of course I was happy that I'm short-listed and not booted out at an early stage. But as I thought harder, I might not want to take it up. Serving the bond is a long time and somehow I felt that I might not be able to do what I have in my mind. Well, went for it anyway to find out more. It didn't turn out as well as I would like to. There was no mutual interest in each other and it seems that neither party will benefit. Guess, this is the answer. Ha! Finally, no more worries, just go ahead and do the necessary.
Hopefully, I can have good night sleep from now on... provided the birds near my home stop crying out at unearthly hours! I'm living in urban Spore and not Pulau Ubin!!!
