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♥ Sunday, October 02, 2005
11:55 PM

Heart Pain


Worked out the budget. Oh my gosh... it's gonna take up lots of money. Not that I don't know that but my heart is beginning to hurt. Not because it's gonna wipe out my piggy. But that it's gonna hurt someone else's.

Yes, I will be paying back. But I feel bad having to dig into the reserves and put the financial burden on others.

I must really be sure that it's what I want to do with no regrets, with ensured success. That it will lead me to where I want to do.

Is it a bad decision?

The Bali Bomb Blast... Not again?! Here I am worrying about such trivial matters while others on the other side of the world are fighting for their lives.
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